Nyan. B ~16~Female
Black-British ~Seventh-day Adventist
"Things are going crazy and I’m not sure who to blame. Everything is changing and I don’t feel the same. I’m slipping through cracks of floors I thought were strong. I’m trying to find a place where I feel like I belong."
Last time i cut : 14.05.2013
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
- “you’re not fat just curvy.”
- “you’re not fat but you can use a little toning.”
- “you’re not too thin and you’re not fat either you’re just right.”
- “you’re looking healthier.”
- “you look like you’re eating more.”
- “you’re skinny but you don’t look anorexic.”
- “i’ve lost so much weight this week and im not even trying!”
- “i keep forgetting to eat.”
- “you’re so lucky i wish i could be naturally thin like you.”
- “i just realized i’ve only eaten one meal a day for over a week now.”
- “can we please please please switch bodies!” (when the person is significantly bigger.)
- “you’re lucky you’ll never have to worry about dieting like me, you’re so skinny!”
- “how can you eat so much and never gain any weight?”
“you’re not fat but you’re not skinny either”
“You’re not that bad yet, you know… I was worse”
“One anorexic I met weighed 62 pounds! You’re fine.”
“You’ve eaten more than I expected you would!”
I always think this.
me too
what i always tell my self
S a m e. And I know this, because it’s true. I am too fat.
(Source: drivemywildsoul)
(Source: depressionfreaks)
I love this GIF soo much. It reminds me when my ex-bestfriend saw my cuts during class. She knew i cut my self and always begged me to stop; as much as i wanted to i couldnt.
On this particular day we were doing partner work and the class was being noisy so when she saw them she asked me “why?” i could tell by the tone of her voice she was upset and i couldn’t give her an answer. I just stared down at the desk in silence. Erin (my ex-friend) lifted my arm and said “Nyan i may not know what your going through but i want you to know im always here for you, please just talk to me”. With tears running down my face i looked at her and she herself had teary eyes, she gave me the biggest hug in-front of the whole class. i would NEVER forget that day. even now i get teary thinking about it.
(Source: trustdontcomeeasy)
(Source: therapy-is-hell)
67101) My mom knows, but I keep denying it. After I get out of my bathroom, she goes in and tells me it smells like vomit every single night. I told her we’ve talked about this earlier and I’m sick and tired of it. She said we’re gonna talk about it tomorrow. No, mom. There’s no way you can take it away from me. I NEED THIS. JUST GET AWAY FROM ME, PLEASE. You judged me for my cuts and scars. You’re just going to judge me for being bulimic and ask me to quit purging. No. That’s not how it goes, mother.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
